What I remember: Ended up taking an ambulance to the hospital instead of driving to chemo. Doctors mentioned it looked like multi organ...

I need to stay busy. Don't want to think. He was the one that was always working. He was the one that practiced with the kids. He was the...

Actually said I look great and asked if I have lost weight. Decided to check. I hadn't actually thought about it. Wow. Down 30 lbs. Good...

Thanksgiving was terrible. He's been gone a month. He always did the heavy cooking for Thanksgiving and Christmas. Everything really. He...

Since the week of, which was understandably sad, the kids have been pretty normal. B had one instance where he flat looked me in the eye...

There is a point, stay with me here. Eight months out and here's what makes me mad. He's not here. That we ever joked about "not making...

His best friend and co-worker took B to the hunting camp this weekend. B was so excited! I was happy that B would have some guy time with...